When Silence is the Real Killer!!....

I tend to keep things to myself and let them just burn deeply inside, no one ever saw or even foresee them. Why bother or burden others with something they may think small to their eyes, or perhaps I may have exaggerated the issue into a bigger ones?? Its so much tiring to hold things back as though everything is fine when in fact, NO, its not fine! God only knows how I felt e at that point when something bad hit me hard. Try punch the wall, how does it feel?? Hurt isn't it??

brave or simply coward??? hiding behind the pillar of purity, to be seen as an Angel and let others be seen as a Devil??... you can lie forever but one day all the lies would be revealed, just a matter of time!!.. Look into the mirror and judge yourself  1st before judging others, be the experimented guinea pig before test it upon others!!.. 

no soy una muñeca detenerse por sus acciones desagradables, te trajo hasta problemas de ustedes en mi vida y hacer las cosas aún peor ya que no puede resolver por su cuenta Gracias volver a la bolsa que vino de i No t deben asumir las personas de otros problemas, tengo mi cuenta y ya estoy dando un paso a la hora de resolverlos ir a buscar una vida que los locos

i am not a doll to stand still by your nasty actions, you brought up problems of yours into my life and make things even worst as if you can't solve them on your own
Thank you
go back to the sack you came from
i don't need to shoulder other people's problems, i have my own already and am taking it one step at the time to solve them
go get a life you crazy people - esta loca

Love / Lust???

"How can I tell I'm in love?" 

 What feels like love to one person may be nothing more than an   attraction to another. 

 Some people fall in and out of love quickly and often, while others are never really in love as much as they are in lust. 

This can get confusing because romantic love is a relatively new concept and you don't know what to expect. 

You are overwhelmed with all sorts of new feelings and social pressures.

What is love? 

What makes you want a romantic relationship with one person and not another? How does your heart choose a partner? 

Why does love end?

One of the most confusing quasi-love feelings is lust. Lust is a very powerful, very intense feeling of physical attraction toward another person. 

Lust is mainly sexual in nature - the attraction is superficial based on instant chemistry rather than genuine caring. 

Usually we lust after people we do not know well, people we still feel comfortable fantasizing about. 

It is very common for people to confuse lust for love. 

But why? 

What is it about lust and love that make them so easy to mix up? 

If lust is all about sex, how can a relationship without sex be about lust? 

Lust is about physical attraction and acting ONLY on physical attraction. 

 Love is about much more than that. 

  Lust is clearly not love. 

 Love is based on more than just physical attraction. 

 Sure, attraction is a factor, but love goes deeper than that. 

 Love is based on caring, friendship, commitment and trust. 

 When you are in love it is as if you have your best most trusted friend at your side AND you feel physically attracted to them. 

It is the best of both worlds! 

 Love is a shared feeling between two people who have a vested    interest in one another s' happiness. 

 Love is not about jealousy. 

It is not about conflict. 

 It is not about testing. 

Love is a positive feeling. If it is tainted by mistrust, jealousy, insecurity or spitefulness it is not really love but  merely a pale copy. 

 Love is the total surrender of your heart to another person with the security of knowing they will treat it better than you will. 

 Love should feel good. It should not feel bad. 

 Love should make you want to be a better person, it should not   lead you to do something self destructive. 

 Love is not demanding of your spirit but lifts it and makes it glow. 

 Love is a good thing. Anything less is lust, deep friendship or attraction. 

 So the sappiness aside, the question remains, how can you tell you are in love?

 There are some tell-tale signs that love is blooming  7 of the  following 9 statements you are probably in love.

1. You know, because you have been told by your significant other, that your deep feelings are returned in kind.
2. The object of your affections makes you feel special and good about yourself.
3. If/when you feel jealous it is always fleeting; you trust your partner not to betray you or hurt your relationship.
4. Nothing makes you feel as serene as when you and your partner are together.
5. When you fight with your partner you usually make up within a few hours and you always agree that nothing is more important than you both being able to express your true feelings (even if they sometimes cause conflict).
6. Your partner never asks you to choose between him/her and your loyalties to your family and friends - if you do choose him/her over them you always have a good reason and it is always YOUR decision, and your decision alone.
7. Neither you or your partner feel the need to test the others' loyalties or feelings.
8. You are more yourself when with your partner than you are with anybody else.
9. If sex is part of your relationship it is by mutual desire and agreement without the slightest hint of commitment testing or persuasion.

You, No Place called "Friend"

No longer Best Friends

You're brave, and courageous enough to have clicked the remove friend button. I salute you my "friend"as I've always wanted and tempted neither once nor twice to click the button, but many times in several occasions by your stupidity and selfish continuous acts. FYI, It hurts! 1st, by spreading rumors bout me; 2nd, for being so much a nosy when I least expected one to do so; 3rd, for kindly enough telling everyone how "sweet" I am; 4th -> I chose to further say nothing. Never once I said anything as what you had said to me. Nothing i regretted as for what i should have said, or why i didn't say a thing as against the untrue statements made by you. Why on earth would I do such? Well, reason being would then indicate that I am just like you. Thankfully enough you've decided to walkaway from my life since the feeling of ditching you from this small world of mine had been well adhered closely to my aching heart. The truth hurts, doesn't it??If you can't be nice, don't try to be one A DEVIL could not ever wear an Angel's masks thus, as an old saying goes, Birds of a feather flocks together. Clearly you're not from the same feather as I am, cos hey, I'm nothing like you and I will hate you till I rot 6 foot under. Don't be a friend that you could not possibly be, not for a century or two, but till this existed world degenerates. Thank you for lending me a favor of removing either one of us from our friends' list!

Lautan Tak Bermasin

Kernaku tersalah kata, tak bermakna aku maksudkannya.. Kadangkala otakku ini terlebih geliga, bagaikan akan pecah bak orang gila.. Ku tidak sesekali berniat sedemikian bicara.. Kernaku sememangnya pantas melatah mulut, bermain bahasa.. Maafkanku, kerna aku manusia yang biasa.. Tidak dapat ku lari dari kemelut dosa.. Aku mabuk selasih pada kamu entahkan bila.. Adakah sukar buatmu memahamiku sebagaimana aku memahamimu? Aku tak berkepala meluahkan isi hatiku.. Kerna sesungguhnya aku layuh jantung, tersangat dambakan kasihmu.. Tetapi mengapa dosaku sekecil zarah udara diperbesarkan cerita? Umpama kata-kataku itu besar bak bulan purnama? Adakah sukar buatmu memaafkanku, seorang insan yang sangat sederhana? Terkocak hatiku seperti milk shake berperisa kiwi pabila memikirkan kesukaran kamu menerimaku seadanya.. Jikalau kamu berkandang hati, mengapa tidak mengiyakan saja? Mengapa harus jadikan dirimu tukang korek? Membuatku jatuh merek.. Janganlah kamu terkurung faham.. Sudahpun ku beritahumu bahawa diri ini sempit kering.. Aku larat hati, jatuh ke dalam dan sangatlah lara wirang.. Kerna kamu tak berkelipat perut mengenai hal kita berdua.. Adakah ku ketumbi tahi ayam pada pandangan jernih matamu? Andai kamu tidak pernah mabuk kepayang terhadapku, tidak mengapa.. Kerna cinta mengharapkan tiada apa, tetapi tidak lagi ku mahu kering rangkungan akan masa emas ketika kita dahulu berduaan.. Untuk ku terus bermainan pada bunga larangan.. Akan kamu itu sudah milik lain orang.. Sekiranya kamu lebih rela berkerat rotan, jujur saja kamu katakan.. Daripada terus menerus bercerekarama, di gedung komedi ini.. Kerna ianya bukan jenaka dan aku bukan boneka buat perhiasan takhta.. Akan tetapi hanya satu ingin ku bisikan padamu, janganlah kamu berkarat hati, sebaliknya berkayalah hati.. Bukan hanya dengan cinta, malahan segalanya.. Moga kamu jadi insan yang jempolan, di muka bumi yang semakin kecundang ke lembah penghinaan..

Andaiku.. Kamu...

andaiku racun, sudikah kamu menjadi penawarku?? 

andaiku capik, sanggupkah kakimu menjadi pejalanku?? 

andaiku kedana, mampukahmu jadi penjamin diriku?? 

andaiku kudung, apakah kamu menjadi penyuap makan minumku?? andaiku dihujani air mata, bolehkah kamu menjadi tisuku?? 

andaiku tiada lagi petah berkata- kata, janjikah kamu menyuarakan isi hatiku?? 

apa pula andaiku bukan tiada buta, operatekah matamu buat penglihatanku??

andaiku tiada dengarkan dendangan merdu suaramu, jeritkah kamu pada gegendang telingaku?? 

andaiku

tidak lengkap perhiaskan diriku ini, bersiap dan 

berbajukah kamu buat balutan tubuhku?? andaiku goyah di tiang gantungan Illahi, relakah kamu tegakkan tiang itu bersama- samaku?? 

buat kamu tahu, lima syarat itu boleh dikecapi, andai kamu bersedia untuk binakan masjid itu katakanlah wahai insan, andai dirimu itu ingin memilikku sepertimana diriku ini ingin menjadi milikmu